i"m still getting used to being alone, without love.
It's strange how easy it is to turn off your feelings, to prevent any kind of connection.
It's strange being with someone different each time. Nothings familiar. Theres no want for them when we cuddle, I almost don't want them to touch me after. It feels like a stranger .
I used to put all my feelings in, give 100% of me.
Do I miss love? I'm not sure. Some nights I crave someone to hold me and love me. I want someone to share things with.
Sometimes I catch myself looking for the one. Thats always been my mistake so I try my best to block it out.
Just let things take its course naturally.