Maybe you should've let it all out, but you didn't, now you're nowhere to be found.
Lost somewhere between society and your mind. You might be.
Lets start at the beginning.
You were alone. Not so much alone like without people around, but alone as in empty and nothing inside of you.
Then something changed. For a split second everything was ok.
But then life strikes and everything is back to where it was, if not worse.
That rollercoaster continues on and on. Thats life.
Until every single molecule is taken out from the inside and destroyed.
Left is a vacant body being pushed and pulled by the tides of society. Enduring but not living.