I cry for happy endings
I cry for sad ones
I cry over nothing
I cry over nothing I cry
And I’ve stopped wondering why
It’s always been you.
But it’s never been me.
You don’t look at me twice
You don’t see my eyes,
my heart that’s constantly on my sleeve
You don’t notice my laugh
Or the joy you bring me
You don’t notice any of it
And you never will
While my heart sings at the slightest look,
the smallest compliment,
the warmest hug
sits still and silent in your chest
No you won’t notice
No you won’t notice that even though I’m exhausted,
that I’ll stay up
No it doesn’t matter
No it doesn’t matter what ever you need
And surely doesn’t make a difference that I stand up for you
despite all the shit you put me through
No none of this matters because
I’m just a girl that foolishly decided to feel more than we had agreed upon.
How silly of me.
How stupid can I be?
To think that a boy like you
To think that a boy like you could ever see a girl like me
as anything but a friend
I guess this is part of growing up right?
Well I hope I’ve learned my lesson.
But, unfortunately, you will never learn yours.