empty

i must admit, that the hollowness in my heart never disappeared

ever since i realized what it was like to be this sad

i must admit, that while i searched for something to close this gap

im left feeling even more lost and empty as before

i must admit, that i lay in bed every night feeling the dreads of this void in me

and that i may have fallen deeper in this hole

i must admit, that i wake up in cold sweat at 3am

thinking i have fallen too deep in my own darkness

i must admit, that i might cave in anytime

lest i find the closure i longed for

but admittedly, i don't think i ever will

and forever doomed i will be to feel this empty

till i'm six feet under