I'm a sad pea that adores the sound of your laugh!
Every time I cry I think about you!
What's up with that!
It's painful to watch you smile!
I am mesmerized by your intellect!
I am not the person who will finally make you
want to stay alive!
I want to bury myself in your warmth!
You make me feel like shit!
I love the soft frequency of your voice!
I look for you, even when I'm the one whose lost!
I am continuously searching for the way you smell,
in somebody else!
I want to drown in your certain, uncertainty!
I want to suffocate in your unwavering commitment
to not put your hands on me!
I wish I wasn't obsessed with a psychopath!