i heard something in the middle of the night...
gathering all of my courage, i got out of my room, i decided to go check the room right next to my room.
standing in front of her door i was deciding whether to knock or just open the door myself
the voice came again, curiousness took over me and i softly opened the doorknob, sneaking my head into the room i saw only darkness...
trying to adjust my sight to the darkness of the room, i heard muffled sobs, trying not to make any noise i closed the door and came back to my room, sitting on my bed
she was crying again, it was happening often nowadays. why was she crying? i guess i know the reason,
maybe she is just worried about the future... or maybe she is just sad... or maybe she is missing my father...
why was she crying? maybe she was missing the old her, the happy her
i didn't have the courage to go there and tell her that everything will be okay because i knew it won't... so i let her cry and listen to her sobs until it was dawn
she was my mother
i don't know why but i feel like that i should have hugged her that moment and let her cry on my shoulder
sometimes we forget that our mothers, they're human beings too, they need help too, they also have a breaking point...
sometimes, somewhere between giving everything to us, they lose themselves, and that is the moment when its our duty not to let them fall, or not to let them break,
that is the moment when we need to be there for them but we usually forget that in making our lives better
love your mothers until its too late... and all you're holding is just regrets
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS
to all the mothers out there who are struggling to make their family happy, and are sacrificing their happiness, WE LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU MAA 💙