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no_theotherone
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It’s 2 a.m. And I’ve been trying to sleep for at least an hour but I can’t. I should’ve just told them when they asked. I should’ve manned up and admitted my feelings but I didn’t and now look where I am.

It's 2 a.m and I'm in love with my best friend

It’s 2 a.m. And I’ve been trying to sleep for at least an hour but I can’t. I should’ve just told them when they asked.

I should’ve manned up and admitted my feelings but I didn’t and now look where I am.

What am I so afraid of? Rejection? Yeah, actually that’s exactly what I’m afraid of. I know it’s coming as soon as they find out so I’m just delaying the inevitable.

But I can’t handle the whole “You’re a great friend but I have no romantic interest in you” speech right now. I know they don’t like me.

And yes it hurts and I’m trying really hard to get over this thing I have for them but I just… can’t yet so I’m just trying to ride this whole thing out.

What they don’t know can’t hurt them. They never need to know. And yes, I feel like shit for lying to them because yes, I am lying.

By not telling them, I’m lying and I hate it because they think I don’t trust them, but I do. They’re my best friends, of course I trust them. But I’m selfish and an idiot.

I really need sleep

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