*New message* My heart hurts. *2 new messages* I asked you to leave me alone. *3 new messages* You miss the person, you destroyed? *4 new messages*

Two and a half years ago I got the first of many life altering phone calls. Not only did it change my future and present life but it was the beginning of my own metamorphosis. Over the next years I battled with suicidal thoughts and attempts, admitted...