to love and to hate
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nefariousit's always tea time
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being with you is a

to love and to hate

by nefarious

baby i'm screwed up in the head

and how could you, how could you, how could you

how could you break me this way?

your eyes are purple like the bruise around my wrist

purple, like the bags beneath my eyes


like my favourite colour

being with you is exhausting and exhilarating

and i love you, i love you, i love you

and i love you for loving me despite my ocd

and i love you for staying by my side

but i hate you.

because you hurt me in ways no one should ever be hurt.

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WOW!! You unloaded on us here. If this is fiction it is incredibly well written. If this reflects the truth it also very well written. Either way it is exquisitely painful. You have described a horribly toxic relationship. Nevertheless, Great post!!!!!