A girl. I struggle with self-image.⁣ ⁣ I struggle with depression.⁣ ⁣ I can’t bring myself to write an article because I think it’s not good enough.⁣ ⁣ I can’t bring myself to date, I say I’m not ready, but maybe it’s the same “I’m not good enough” bullshit. ⁣ ⁣ I barely get out of the house when I’m free, I’m scared to get out there. I can’t. I’m just not...⁣ ⁣ I sleep till midday and I don’t go to the doctor‘s because I just can’t stand up and face life.⁣ ⁣ Life I don’t particularly enjoy.⁣ ⁣ I’m constantly trying to be someone, to matter, to do something..⁣ ⁣ And where do I end up,⁣ ⁣ Where I always end up.⁣ In bed, watching a movie 🍿, procrastinating or sleeping 💤 my life away. ⁣ ⁣ It’s not that I’m waiting for someone to come and save me, it’s that I don’t want to save myself.⁣ ⁣ I don’t want to do what’s hard. I want to...⁣ ⁣ I don’t know.
A girl.

I struggle with self-image.⁣
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I struggle with depression.⁣
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I can’t bring myself to write an article because I think it’s not good enough.⁣
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I can’t bring myself to date, I say I’m not ready, but maybe it’s the same “I’m not good enough” bu... life stories
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Story of my life

A girl. I struggle with self-image.⁣ ⁣ I struggle with depression.⁣ ⁣ I can’t bring myself to write an article because I think it’s not good enough.⁣ ⁣ I can’t bring myself to date, I say I’m not ready, but maybe it’s the same “I’m not good enough” bullshit. ⁣ ⁣ I barely get out of the house when I’m free, I’m scared to get out there. I can’t. I’m just not...⁣ ⁣ I sleep till midday and I don’t go to the doctor‘s because I just can’t stand up and face life.⁣ ⁣ Life I don’t particularly enjoy.⁣ ⁣ I’m constantly trying to be someone, to matter, to do something..⁣ ⁣ And where do I end up,⁣ ⁣ Where I always end up.⁣ In bed, watching a movie 🍿, procrastinating or sleeping 💤 my life away. ⁣ ⁣ It’s not that I’m waiting for someone to come and save me, it’s that I don’t want to save myself.⁣ ⁣ I don’t want to do what’s hard. I want to...⁣ ⁣ I don’t know.

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