I hope next year. I can remove myself from everybody. I want to be alone. I want to smoke my weed in peace. I want to just feel the air breeze through my skin.
I want to listen to my LiFo hip-hop and just chill. But, I just need one special person to vibe with. One person the can chill. One person that keeps me sane every day of my life.
People won’t understand who I am. My life is a mystery that I can’t even explain. In the simplest of words. I smoke because of anxiety. I smoke because I can feel everything.
I smoke so I can vibe. I smoke to look back in the past and take things away from life. My goal of life is to achieve levels no one can achieve. I sound funny but I’m serious.
I’ve hurt many people. I’ve lied to many people. I’ve broken many sins. I’ve broken hearts. I won’t die so easily, I shall pay my dates.
Therefore, I need to stay alone until I find the piece of my puzzle. I’m not committing suicide. It’s just to remind people to tell you that I’m no better than you people. I might seem quiet.
I might seem weird. I might seem lame. But expressing myself know wouldn’t make no sense. I shall stay the same.
16 that age. It’s the age where life change. You become more responsible. You get a job. You get paid. You get your drivers licenses. It will also be your funniest year. But for me….
imma just be “Making my money and smoking my weed”-Lil Peep. Yes, I quoted him because that’s my quote for this year. If see this hopefully you understand and if you don’t than you’re a dumbass.
If your smoking right now. Just vibe.
Life is a MYSTERY.
p.s. I’m Christian and I miss many people.