I feel out of place frequently you know what I mean ? sometimes within my own skin , within my group of friends , within the room it all just depends .
Often I question if I even want to socialize because I just can’t seem to find where I fit . My clothes are too revealing for some and preppy to others; I just cant seem to fit.
My intellect threatens those who surround me although i never intentionally try to be the most intelligent person in the room. My appearance draws people to me often causing tension.
Though these are things I clearly don’t control. Even involuntary they often control where I fit. More times than not have the ones I called my friends envied me
; not to sound conceded just being honest. I’ve been left and came back for just to be left again .. repeatedly, i’ve been pulled up and down and back and forth.
Ive done some things, a lot of things but i wanna tell you about them; even the ones im not proud of but only if you’ll stay