[Both sitting on a bench in the pavements of a beach walkway, taking deep breaths , struggling to come up with words starring each other]
I don't know....... but ........I really dont know. [After a long deep breath and too much of head turns and tilts]. Actually I do know I love you damnly deeply and madly.
But I will gain nothing by agreeing the same , than a looser feeling that I became a fool infront of you .For you, even this question will be like a fun or joke ...
I don't literally say joke ...I mean a play ... anxiety .
But for me talking about you ,watching you , listening to you, chating with you , your status, last seen time ,all and every thing of you is a vibe, a happy vibe sometimes,
a looser feel the other times.
I don't know how but its like that.we haven't talked much spent time along much we haven't even looked each other much. Still I have a havable equation with you .
Apparently you are different in all aspect and concepts that I have had .But i don't know how,Its like ....I don't know. ..I'am running out of words .
It is hard for me to sleep those nights in which I had to have a think of your resemblances, if at all a thought of you comes over at a random moment of a day ..
that keeps on wandering over the headspace and I keep on thinking whole thd day and night for the permutations and combinations of chances for meeting you.
I do look at every cars of that kind you are having , because that too is a resemblance of you for me. I totally behave heroistic on getting any of your resemblances.
I don't know how else i can say this.You may wonder why this guy took it so long we didn't even talked more than 50 words but ...
Don't say. ...have you ever thought about my situation.Atleast you have these close circle of friends to share all these, with whom do I can share my feeling of this kind.
I'am getting frustrated all the time I smells something of you, I mean anything that directs my thoughts towards you.
[He interrupts] .what the hell are you talking?
She continues,Have I ever rejected your stories ..your findings ...your explanations regarding my attention to you.....I actually was struggling to get a way to you ....
you were someone in the heights that i couldn't reach at that time ...and after sometimes we just shattered and moved on ...as you ..
I too was not having any kind of feelings over you that time ....still your random messages.,the random situations I got chances to meet you ...see you ...
my heart stood up for you!!! ,and I myself was saying ..how come a girls like me could even have a wish like that .
And that very day when you told me that you had a crush on me .....I literally ran out of words though I made up with words ......even then you didn't asked me what your response is.
[Both of them looking each others with shattered red eyes, she even sheds two three drops of tears, taking deep breaths]