by Reigna Golden
I don't get why people believe in me
I'm always messing up my life and my decisions are never right.
I don't get why you still care
when i don't even care about myself
I don't get why you are still trying
Trying to get me to change who i am personally
But one thing i will never get, no matter how many times i think about it.
I don't get why you still love me
even though i can never let you see my love for you
I'm sorry that i turned out this way
a way you never thought of me
But even though i try i will never get it right
The right way to stop thinking of all the bad and disappointing things.
But hopefully i will change for you and be a real part of the family again
I love you all Mom, Dad, Sister, Brother Love you all.