They tell me you arent doing good, and I shouldnt care...
Although Im curious, have you been smoking me away?
Or did you just choose to forget me and let it all wash away?
Perhaps you stopped eating again, and hid in your insmonia that shows in the bags under your eyes.
Or maybe you say you dont miss me and go with your lies.
Maybe only when your drunk or high or alone, you cry tears for me.
Maybe you heard I chose to change schools, and you got upset.
Because you'll never see me again, or perhaps on some level you'll get hurt
Because Im running away from loving you.
Do you ever look at the letters I gave you with so much love?
Clasped in my hands on valentines day, did you keep it?
Or did you burn it all to forget me?
But I shouldnt care,
I shouldnt care.
and I dont.
Not at all...