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monkeycewawa
monkeycewawaA poet who wants to express themselves
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can't sleep can't stop thinking

Lost

can't sleep

can't stop thinking

about school

home

animals

constantly worrying about something

scared to do the simplest things

forcing yourself to even talk to someone

anxiety getting to you again

visiting in your weakest times

confidence lost

can't finish things

scared you'll fail

always tensed up

trying to fight back tears

happiness decided to leave too

stress

it can affect you in so many ways

your sleep

work ethic

motivation

am I not allowed to be a teenager anymore??

struggling to stay alive

I'm paralyzed

where did my feelings go?

not feeling things I know I should

where did the real me go?

I'm lost in a dark tunnel trying to find a way out

have no one to talk to

who would do that anyway?

late at night when the demons take over

I just need to fight back and keep going

- I'm on the verge of giving up. I haven't had this bad of depression since 3 or 4 years ago. I'm holding up, I don't how long. I'm asking for you guys to not worry about me. I am just a shadow writing down my feelings. I love all of you and thank you for liking/commenting on my posts. I promise I won't commit suicide no matter how bad it gets.

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