can't stop thinking
constantly worrying about something
scared to do the simplest things
forcing yourself to even talk to someone
anxiety getting to you again
visiting in your weakest times
can't finish things
scared you'll fail
always tensed up
trying to fight back tears
happiness decided to leave too
it can affect you in so many ways
am I not allowed to be a teenager anymore??
struggling to stay alive
where did my feelings go?
not feeling things I know I should
where did the real me go?
I'm lost in a dark tunnel trying to find a way out
have no one to talk to
who would do that anyway?
late at night when the demons take over
I just need to fight back and keep going
- I'm on the verge of giving up. I haven't had this bad of depression since 3 or 4 years ago. I'm holding up, I don't how long. I'm asking for you guys to not worry about me. I am just a shadow writing down my feelings. I love all of you and thank you for liking/commenting on my posts. I promise I won't commit suicide no matter how bad it gets.