My mind is awake,
my heart is cold,
my eyes are shut,
and once again I'm alone.
In the darkness, my mind plays games my heart wishes it wouldn't.
My mind makes everything seem absolutely perfect and the worst it has ever been all out once,
and my heart tries to make sense of the chaos.
Thus my mind and my heart do not play well.
My mind thinks things without considering the consequences,
and my heart takes everything personally.
In the darkness I try to mediate the war inside of me,
hoping one day there will be peace.