A five letter word that can mean so much
A five letter word that incites so much hate
A five letter word that makes you realize that you occupy space
You can be naked in the shower
You can be naked while trying to get dressed
You can sleep naked
You can be naked during sex
Or you can be naked on someone’s phone
A fleeting desire
Standing there, holding your tits, bun up, and staring
So tell me how come her nakedness still bothers me?
How come seeing her on your phone makes me never want to undress?
How come seeing her on your phone never makes me truly want sex?
Because we make love but I just need to know if I am the reason you get it up
How come everything I ever feared would be true became true?
How come I hate myself to a point from where I cannot turn back?
I hate myself because of you
I hate my skin, my face, my breasts, my stomach
Because clearly you have a “type”
And if I look like her than I am going to lose my mind