My therapist suggested writing down my dreams, so here goes.
My friend Jim, is a major pothead. In fact, he was the first person I smoked with. Now that I’ve quit I don’t expect it to affect our friendship.
He was in my dream, getting ready for a dab. He offered me one, and my wife didn’t mind, so I said yes.
Then, just before my turn, I change my mind. “No thanks, actually I’m good.” Hooray for sobriety, even in dreams, but then I change my mind again.
“Actually I will have one Jim.” He has already put it away.
“No, you can’t, I already put it away and I’m not getting it back out.”
Me, “Oh. Well that’s okay then.” Acceptance that I can’t smoke, even though I tried to. Appreciation that he told me no and I stayed sober.
I think this means that my subconscious is coming to terms with sobriety. Even starting to like it.
I also think Jim is supportive, and wouldn’t allow me to have any since he knows I’m quitting. Let me know in the comments if you have any different interpretations. I'd love to hear them!
So there goes. Dream one. More to follow if people are interested.