Bloody marks on my body.... Drops of sweat dripping down my back I rise my head and close my eyes...
My legs tremble My hands lose they strength My moaning comes to an end as my body easy falls on the bed.... My throat is so dry... I lick my lips ,as im absorbing everything.
Foolish... I don't smoke, I never did drugs, I drink alcohol like 2-3 times a year
I tried to live a clean life.... Then why is this carnal desire eating me up ?
Why I'm craving one's touch? My touch is not enough anymore.
I need someone... Another's flagrance, skin, breath ... strength I need another's desire to reach mine! Man or woman, it doesn't matter anymore.
This must be my drug... How I'm I suppose to stop when Im freaking loving this ?! ... The engraving of his nails on my skin ... those bloody marks are the proof I will not stop!