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mil0I'm grasping at something, but IDK what.
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Not exactly a poem. Really just thinking out loud. But I hope people can relate.

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Feels like I haven't blinked in an hour. Got some free time today So I decided to scroll...

Just to see how the "followers" are doing. Check out their new cars And photos of places I've never been...

Always see their smiling faces But I'm not smiling. I'd be lying if I said they're not one great distraction. I'd be lying if I said I don't play my part.

I share because I don't want to be reminded of what's missing. I stare because I want the twisted fantasy of that world to be truth. Not this one.

If I force my eyes against the screen Maybe I'll be relieved Relieved of my own life. Or, at least the sight of it.

I need to be distracted. I can't be left alone with my thoughts. I'm not sure that I'm brave enough to accept them.

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