I drift in and out between two worlds as someone would drift in and out of consciousness .
One world is the world of reality in which my physical self exist`s .
The other world is a world of continuous meantal torment.
I live and fight in this world continuously trying to bring my mind back into the physical world .
It is on the occasions when I break free from this other world that I take the opportunity to write.
And i am finding the moor i write the moor time i spend in the world of the living .
Am i winning the battle with my own mind only time will be the judge of that.