About my son in the army

If you didn't know If you didn't know

On the day I die Do not cry for me

Everyday I live in pain everyday I will take the pain

With my life in your hands I want to go back to where my life began

I hear your voice in the wind See your face in a passing window

Longing for death Wondering when I will take my last breath.

I seek my death With the last of my breaths

Slitting wrist Feel the life drain away

You gave me and my sister love When we most needed it

Looking in your eyes Seeing a glimpse of our lives

Children playing Have you seen my dog?

leaving you laying your body bleeding

Gates of hell open before me! My soul enters the flames of pain!

Hiding in the shadows Teeth all a gleam.

Sadly god has called me home By his side to where I belong

The first time I met you I realized that you were not like the rest. That you were different in some way or another, that you were someone

Getting no answers or suggestions Living day to day

I close my eyes I see my death

This is my battle cry As I reach my hands to the sky