I wish I could put some emotions into this
But I’m having a hard time experiencing any
It feels weird
Cause it’s not exactly apathy
It’s just kinda nothing at all.
It’s been two days now since this started
And honestly I hate it
Well I think I hate it because I can’t seem to feel anger
This whole thing also seemed to shut my door to my world.
For some reason I just can’t get into my imagination
It’s like it never existed cause I’m having problems with even remembering that world
And while I can’t feel very scared it’s still scary to think I might lose one of the few places I experience true happiness
And on top of it all the only feeling I’ve been even close to feeling is gloom
And it’s kinda just a bubble at the surface
So I’m sad but I can’t express it
All of this is just weird but whatcha gonna do when you don’t even know why you’re like this.