Recently I’ve had to Start asking myself something
Is what I write any good or just the ramblings of a hysterical teen who can’t read his foolishness
And I just can’t seem to answer that question
No matter how long I stare at those 100s of pages in my journals
No matter how many times I re read the stories
No matter how much I try to convince myself that it just doesn’t matter at all
I just can’t answer that hard of a question
I-I-I. . .
I just can’t
It’s such a simple yet hard question
But I just can’t answer it
So I need to ask a favor of whoever’s reading this
Just from what I’ve written on this account
Am I a Good writer?
And please don’t lie because this is something I NEED to know.
Because if I don’t know
My ignorance will drown me in a sea of delusion.