What am I even thinking about anymore
Why do I have such a hard time even truly seeing myself
Why don’t I even know if I’m actually telling the truth or not
None of this makes any sense!
What am I even thinking about anymore!
What is wrong with me
Or is nothing wrong at all
Am I just being a drama queen or am i losing myself to chaos
I feel like I’m losing my mind right now
Why can’t I answer anything without doubt
Sometimes I even doubt I’m saying the right name for myself
I’m so confused, I just don’t get anything anymore
At this point I feel like the only thing keeping me sane is questioning it all and the music I surround myself with
I just don’t feel like I get anything about myself
The only thing I know for sure is that my mind is one serious mess of turmoil.