𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞
𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

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melodywrld 14♎| it's ok not to be ok✨
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𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

I was almost 13 when i experienced what I would call "my first love"

and even though years have gone by, I still haven't moved on from him

Every day i would be so so excited to see his messages that he would send that gave me butterflies in my stomach.. in a good way though

Something about him attracted me, but we weren't opposites

Dont get me wrong though! we were very different too

He was taller than me , so tall i had too look up to see his face

He was also very wise


With a simple glimpse into his beautiful eyes, i could see he was hiding a dark and lonely past

While he didn't dwell on his past, he sometimes went through phases of complete darkness

But his bright self always came back again

I admired him for his strength

I was afraid of the dark, but when he sat next to me, I was never scared

His presence illuminated everything around me, and his personality glowed in a way I'd never seen before

Everyday, he let me tell him embarrassing secrets nobody else knew

He was always there for me and was never too tired to listen


While I was very open with him, he kept his life private

Looking back, I assume he was still pissed off about his ex girlfriend, but he never let me know what it was

All I remember was his words saying that he was sorry and we couldn't be a thing anymore and that we should still at least be friends but he said he still liked me..

I didn't want to be friends, I wanted to be more then friends, I wanted you to give me that chance, And Why say you "like me" when you just want to stay friends?! And I hate even thinking about his name and him in general but..

I cant get over him because He made me feel special He made me feel happy Like-the happy my parents never gave me as a child but He gave me this happy feeling with his kiss and his stupid hair i liked to mess up all the god damn time! And His stupid black hoodie that i took because he gave it to me-

and even thinking about those things.. makes me happy.. but also sad because he went left ,I went right but i didn't want to go right i wanted to go left with him - 𝐄𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐞, 𝐌𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐲𝐰𝐫𝐥𝐝

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