𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞
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melodywrld 14♎| it's ok not to be ok✨
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𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

I was almost 13 when i experienced what I would call "my first love"

and even though years have gone by, I still haven't moved on from him

Every day i would be so so excited to see his messages that he would send that gave me butterflies in my stomach.. in a good way though

Something about him attracted me, but we weren't opposites

Dont get me wrong though! we were very different too

He was taller than me , so tall i had too look up to see his face

He was also very wise

And

With a simple glimpse into his beautiful eyes, i could see he was hiding a dark and lonely past

While he didn't dwell on his past, he sometimes went through phases of complete darkness

But his bright self always came back again

I admired him for his strength

I was afraid of the dark, but when he sat next to me, I was never scared

His presence illuminated everything around me, and his personality glowed in a way I'd never seen before

Everyday, he let me tell him embarrassing secrets nobody else knew

He was always there for me and was never too tired to listen

But..

While I was very open with him, he kept his life private

Looking back, I assume he was still pissed off about his ex girlfriend, but he never let me know what it was

All I remember was his words saying that he was sorry and we couldn't be a thing anymore and that we should still at least be friends but he said he still liked me..

I didn't want to be friends, I wanted to be more then friends, I wanted you to give me that chance, And Why say you "like me" when you just want to stay friends?! And I hate even thinking about his name and him in general but..

I cant get over him because He made me feel special He made me feel happy Like-the happy my parents never gave me as a child but He gave me this happy feeling with his kiss and his stupid hair i liked to mess up all the god damn time! And His stupid black hoodie that i took because he gave it to me-

and even thinking about those things.. makes me happy.. but also sad because he went left ,I went right but i didn't want to go right i wanted to go left with him - 𝐄𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐞, 𝐌𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐲𝐰𝐫𝐥𝐝

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