I'm a bit upset..actually very upset but who cares..maybe this is that Ultimate Truth which is really harsh to accept that no one cares..because I'm not so important.
I'm a bit sorry..actually very sorry for I believED it..but it's not true at all..atleast for God's sake I need to be honest with myself..I love myself with all my flaws..
even the flaws which my parents won't spare..may be because I am in deeply love with myself.
But then why the fucking hell am I not happy?
I don't expect you..neither your love because I have the most loving parents,di & most importantly me....
Or is it like I expect.. for sure not your love but you..See you too know I don't love you..at all.. & I do know you don't care..at all...we didn't intend to hurt each other..
but see the irony..I'm hurt beyond expectation..thank you for your so called love..
Because it was you who told me your love was true..&I defended , it's not..atleast you are lucky I termed it an infatuation & not fake..
I won..& I never knew winning could be so painful..I repeat I don't love you neither I expect your love but I expected you..till the end..
but I was wrong because you only cared about your self..I keep no complaints nor regrets..
It's time for me to love my sweet self like never before that there is no space for neither you or any other like you..
I PROMISE..BECAUSE I'M NOT SO IMPORTANT..you see.......