Lukewarm Apathy
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So is this what happens when a heart learns to hope? La vie en rose in a sick monochrome

Lukewarm Apathy

So is this what happens when a heart learns to hope?

La vie en rose in a sick monochrome

Imagination running wild with thoughts I can't cope

Colours invade my world with a bleak fog, concealing the glow.

They say you can't sleep when you fall in love,

because reality is finally better than your dreams,

I've been disenchanted, disillusioned, God knows what I've been deprived of,

Who knew a heart could still love torn at the seams?

I saw this coming a mile away

and still I'm shell-shocked with nothing to say

It's taking every inch of my sanity

to not throw myself back into love shamelessly

I dug a grave for my emotions, locked in my chest

Buried it six feet under, zip-file compressed

Hid them high on the highest shelf, outta sight outta mind

But just one look at you, like a pent-up spring

The tape rewinds

I want to hold your hand and feel it in mine

I want to give it a squeeze and look in your eyes,

to kiss you, to want you, to give all that I am

But I'm hollow and empty inside,

I can't give what I don't have.

Have I lost myself? Have I gone insane?

Neither, I can't lose what I never had

just numb this pain

I guess this is just what happens to the brain

when a heart still loves and longs with hope lost in vain.

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