I feel so lost and hopeless, not knowing what’s to come. I never imagined being in this place, and having so much to face. The pain is numbing, unbelievably numbing.
My heart aches to know, my body begs to know. To know why, just simply why. But my heart will keep yearning, always yearning. To reach that solitude, that far away peace.
One day that numbness will dissipate, fade away and disappear. My heart will find its peace, and be at rest at last. My body will stop begging, and finally relax.