I settle here, eyes glaring into the distance enchanted by the sunset. The world’s beauty is no match for the emptiness i feel.
I listen to the birds sing, the way you would, i watch them graze the thick air with their wings, just like you would. I look to the sky for reassurance, but nothing comforts.
The shadows of the world appear, the darkness approaches and now i see. I see the true wickedness, i don’t want to but i have to.
My naivety hid me from the reality, but now i crave it will come back. I miss the light, im fearful it may never return. I crave answers to questions i know will never get a response.
The disbelief stops me in my tracks, instead i don’t confront it but i hide from it.