How do I tell you how I feel? My deepest, darkest thoughts? How do I tell you that everything... *sigh* Everything seems weird?
I'm lost, confused. I honestly don't know what to do. What to feel. It makes me wonder... Why am I still here? Why do I choose to suffer? When can I just give up? At least by then, I'd know who cares. But by then, it's already too late.
Here I am suffering, but I can't give up. Can't walk out. But I also can't do this anymore. Too many mixed emotions, All ganging up on me. Not letting me rest, Not letting me process.
Maybe I deserve this... Maybe this is karma for everything I've done All the wrong things said and done. I'm sorry this is as unorganized as my thoughts. But I just wanna know... Does anyone care? Or am I supposed to go through this alone?