tw: mention of scars and sh, body dysmorphia lol heres a story bc my body dysmorphia is so bad rn🤣‼️
you looked in the mirror sullenly, looking at your body. you never liked the way that it looked, and the scars on your thighs made you think that your body was even uglier.
you were in the bathroom that was shared with the other female cadets, in your undergarments, thinking that everyone was asleep. 'i wish i had a prettier body.' you thought, tears streaming down your face.
suddenly, someone with black, shoulder-length hair walked in and you quickly wiped your tears away. mikasa.
you had always admired mikasa, her gorgeous hair and face. how strong and powerful she was, and most specifically, her body.
you loved the way her uniform would always fit her curves tightly, and you wished more than anything to look like her. "are you okay?" mikasa asked, her eyes softened, it was so different from the way she looks at everyone else.
"i'm fine, thanks for asking." you said as you turned for the door, you wanted to get out as soon as possible. "wait." mikasa said, grabbing your arm. she looked down at your thighs and ran her fingers over your scars.
"youre not fine." your eyes began to water even more, threatening to spill over. "you can talk to me, y/n." "i just feel so ugly, i hate the way that my body looks," you said, barely audible.
"y/n..." mikasa starts, "youre so beautiful. honestly. your body is perfect the way it is." she walked into one of the stalls, dragging you with her.
she put down the toilet seat, and sat down, sitting you down on her lap. "y/n, i promise you, youre so, so pretty." mikasa said as she was stroking your hair.
"how can you even say that? have you seen the way all the guys look at you?" you said. "why would i pay attention to all the guys when all im paying attention to is this pretty girl right here?" mikasa said, smiling at you. throughout the conversation, she was lightly caressing your scars. each and every last one, it felt so nice compared to the pain when you made them.
it was such a nice feeling and you loved it. "what do you mean?" you asked, confused. "it means i like you, silly." your eyes widen and your heart starts to race.
all this time you thought that you just admired her, but in this moment it felt like it was more than that. "is it okay if i kiss you?" she asked, and you nodded your head.
her lips were so soft against yours, the taste of strawberry fills your mouth as she slides in her tongue. the kiss lasted a long time, and by the time you both pulled away, you guys were both panting and breathless. "y/n, i promise that you're perfect the way you are."
"thank you so much." you said, and you snuggled in closer to her. this felt so perfect.