What is joy?
Joy a distant feeling that was part of my life, now it’s overthrown by is sadness.
Keep a brave face, Keep smiling, keep moving,like everything is fine.
That is the constant lifestyle I live. It’s painful because now when I look in the mirror I see a broken person infused with anger and sadness..
Joy almost becomes a mockery in my life.
The one thing that filled/ overflowed my life with clarity and excitement for the future, is now ashes that I’ve let loose to fly like a bird while I remain caged in this darkness.
It hurts to acknowledge that joy is my biggest enemy, it’s almost all the colour the world is dull.
All the flavours in my life become tastless all the joy each colour and fruit gave me becomes a spec that’s being stolen from me...
it’s as though I’ve become blind,deaf and dumb by force, like all my favourite parts of life of been ripped away from me.
A cruel life I live in, not being able cling on to the innocent beauties of life, like breathing in, feeling and hearing all the imperfections and beauty the earth has to offer..