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part 14: i love you
The funeral is finally over. Dad is having her cremated so I don't have to stay for a burial.
Me and Jimin are leaving tomorrow, but the whole funeral I've been thinking.
Why is he even here?
I can't help but feel like this is just a job perk. Does he even want to date me? Or is this all just for some extra cash?
I'd rather him tell me now when someone else is leaving my life rather than wait later and break me all over again.
Everyone is gone except for Yoon-jae, dad, Jimin, and me. I hug Yoon-jae and dad and they say they'll come see us off tomorrow.
Me and Jimin leave, walking back to our hotel. But the whole way back I don't talk to him.
When we get to the room I just sit on the bed and stare at my hands, still saying nothing.
"Hyung?" Jimin asks sweetly, hanging up his jacket before walking over to sit next to me. "Hyung do you wanna talk? I'm here for you."
He takes my hand and I tense up slightly. He notices and quickly lets go, frowning slightly. "Yoongi hyung..."
"Why are you here Jimin?" I say softly, interrupting him.
He scrunches his face up in confusion. "What do you mean?"
I look up at him. "I mean, why are you here? Why are you here in Daegu with me?"
"Because your mom..."
"But why do you care so much?"
"Because I'm your boyfriend... and I care about you."
"Do you Jimin?" My voice raises slightly and I look down at my hands again.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Are you sure you care about me? Or is this all just for your job?"
I roll my eyes and look at him, angry now. "Yes your job! You say you care, but do you?! Or is this all just for some extra cash on the side?!"
"Did Namjoon put you up to this? Because if he did I swear-"
"Yoongi I already quit!" He interrupts me, and I go calm.
"I quit like 2 weeks ago!"
"T-then why do you still come over like everyday?"
"Because I care about you!" he yells slightly, raising his own voice. "I don't know why you don't believe me but I do!"
"I don't need a reason to care hyung! I don't need a reason to come over! I do it because I want to!"
"Minnie..." Tears are escaping his eyes and I reach over to wipe them away. He holds my hand against his cheek and looks me in the eyes.
"I do it because I care about you so freaking much hyung. I do it because - damn it Yoongi - I do it because I love you."
I grab his collar and pull him into me, smashing my lips onto his. He immediately responds and tangles his hands in my hair.
Though we've kissed before, this is the first time it's been so passionate.
I swipe my tongue across his bottom lip and he moans slightly and opens his mouth.
We kiss until we both run out of air. We break apart and I smile and lean my forehead against his.
"I love you too Jimin."
He tackles me in a hug. I wrap my arms around him and rub his back soothingly. A few moments later he pulls back and sits, looking at his lap.
"D-do you really not trust me hyung?"
"No Jiminie, I do." I run my hand through his hair and he looks at me.
I sigh. "I've had people do that before. Just date me so that they can get something." I take his hand in mine. "I really couldn't stand if that was you. You're the first person I've ever felt this strongly for. You're the only person I've ever actually told I love you."
"Hyung..." he grips my hand tightly. "I-i'm sorry."
"No Minnie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I ever doubted you." I pull him onto my lap and hug him tightly. I kiss the top of his head.
He pulls back but grips both of my hands in his. "It's okay hyung. Let's get ready for bed yeah?" I nod and we both go to get ready.
We're now laying in bed. Jimin is running his hand through my hair, playing with it. I suddenly reach my hand up and grab his, pulling it down to cup my cheek.
"Yoongi hyung?" he says in a sleepy voice.
I lean over and kiss him on the lips softly. I pull back and he strokes my cheek with his thumb.
"I love you Jimin. I'm sorry if I came across any other way. But I love you and I trust you with all my heart."
His cheeks flush pink and he smiles. "I love you too hyung. I know I'm not as good with words as you are but I do. From the bottom of my heart."
I pull him closer to me and he snuggles into my chest. I wrap my arms around him and kiss his head, quickly falling asleep to the sound of our mixed breathing.