You never realize how much you have until you have nothing at all.
You never understand loneliness until you are surrounded by the ones you love and feel nothing.
You will never understand pain until it becomes an excuse just to feel something. Just anything.
And yet I feel nothing.
It's gone. Everything I know is just gone. But the memories are still there. And the pain still remains.
I'm scared. I'm a scared child who feels everything yet shows nothing.
Me. just a volcano ready to go off. Or a dam to break…
A god damn dam holding back years of pain. Torment. Hate. Fear. All of it.
You don't know what it's like the be broken until there is nothing in you left to break.