by LUNAthick 🌙
Sun - according to Merriam Webster, it is the star that the Earth moves around and that gives the Earth heat and light.
in a way, you were my Sun and I was the Earth
my whole life revolved around you...
everything you liked, I liked
every song you listened to, I memorized
every artist you loved, I loved too
I became a shadow of who I used to be everything that made me, me, faded away
I became a shell of who I am yet I did not mind
I wanted to please you, and I did.
at least, that's what you led me to believe.
I didn't know why you left but you did
without a trace, without a second thought. without hesitation, without any guilt.
you crushed me. you obliterated, destroyed and shattered every piece of me
for months I struggled to find myself again. for months I tried to gain back your love, your affection
until one day I became numb empty stuck in a dark oblivion of realization
that no matter what I do I will never be good enough It was all your fault
that wasn't love that was torture and it was then that I decided
never again will I give myself away
never again will I give anyone leverage against me
never again will I be destroyed
and if that was love,
never again will I fall