Am I awake? darkness, darkness and cold, damp cold. My leg, I touch it, I touch it? Am I awake? I must be asleep, I must be dreaming, I’m dreaming because he is still there.
He? she? he, he most definitely, he, I can not see him but he is there, somewhere, I know, because I can feel him, and I feel him because I’m asleep, if I were awake he wouldn’t be here.
I need to wake up, I’m starting to suffocate, I need to breath, breath, just a little more, I’m getting drowsy.
I’m already asleep! I must be asleep! I need to wake up!
He is getting closer, I can feel it, I need to move, move, just one finger, move one finger, one finger is enough, one finger and wake up.
I see my hand, there’s nothing, I try to move my fingers, impossible, please, I have to move them, I need to wake up!
I need to fall, fall to wake up, I try to move, a little more, I’m doing it, he is getting closer, a little more, tum-tum, tum-tum-tum, I’m doing it, I fall, at last! I’m not awake.
I see him now, I try to bit my lip, my lip to wake up, harder, wake up, please, harder, it’s useless, my teeth are already biting each other, something warm goes down my throat, wets my chin,
I’m still asleep.