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lotusmystiek
lotusmystiekstill as depressing as always
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in the end, i gave it all. was it enough?

in the end

by Lotus

in the end I understood that I wasn't needed anymore.

in the end I understood that me being here wasn't necessary.

in the end I understood that I wasn't supposed to breathe.

in the end I smiled and whispered "I'm not giving up, I'm giving in."

in the end all those talks, all those compliments, all those real smiles, all those late night conversations, all that....

in the end it didn't matter anymore.

in the end I was done.

in the end I couldn't anymore.

in the end I didn't want to anymore.

in the end no Prince Charming came and swooped in to save me from myself.

in the end I understood.

in the end I understood that although I didn't have purpose right now, I could make my own purpose.

in the end I could make my own purpose to live.

and I don't need someone to do that for me.

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