i'd like to think,
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lotusmystiekwattpad - @eadaion
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i don't feel okay, today.

i'd like to think,

By Lotus

I sometimes like to think that I'm special,

I'd like to think that I have some kind of talent,

That my words can inspire,

And my thoughts are relatable.

That my smile and my laugh can brighten someone's day.

That maybe, just maybe I've helped someone, by being myself.

That something I did, might seem effortless for outsiders,

But secretly I've been practising my whole life.

That I've accomplished something in my life.

I'd like to think that I can do something for this world.

That someone will remember me even after my death, that I've left my mark.

Something other then using oxygen.

But then the bomb drops.

I'm out of my dream....

and I realise, I'm still little old me.

With nothing, but a brain filled with painful memories.

A bag filled with my salty tears and a throat that has,

trouble breathing.

I'm just a little spider....

in a world filled with large and beautiful butterflies.

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lotusmystiekGifted Writerwattpad - @eadaion
4 months ago
half way through hell,
the war's never over.

lotusmystiekGifted Writerwattpad - @eadaion
2 months ago
b r e a k i n g

lotusmystiekGifted Writerwattpad - @eadaion
4 months ago
a cup of nerves,
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jennyBronze Commahayniac 'LD' musiclover
4 months agoReply
@lotusmystiek i just saw your acc and i think we have some common, welcome!

lotusmystiekGifted Writerwattpad - @eadaion
4 months agoReply
Aw, thank you @jenny!

jennyBronze Commahayniac 'LD' musiclover
4 months agoReply
This totally hits me! This is great you're more than you think you are! What a lovely poem!

lotusmystiekGifted Writerwattpad - @eadaion
4 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil I think a lot of us are spiders, wishing to be butterflies. And we'll first realise later that being a spider is better. Thank you for your comment!

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
4 months agoReply
I'd rather be a spider than a butterfly. This was so sensitive and tender that it filled me with sunshine and gave me the feeling of being charmed. Great post!!!!!