i hate it, i hate it more then anything.
that you're laugh, you're smile, is the thing still keeping going.
i hate it, more then myself
that you're the one thing i crave more then death.
i hate it, like i hate crowds of people
that being with you makes me feel alive again.
i hate you
i hate how you're the main reason i'm still here.
i hate it that i'm still living
because you've showed me that i'm capable of continuing life.
i hate it
that i love you.