hey, i can't talk right now.
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lotusmystiek
lotusmystiekstill as depressing as always
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hey, it's me again.

hey, i can't talk right now.

by lotusmystiek

hey, i can't talk right now,

i'm to busy hating myself.

hey, i have to cancel,

i tell you that i'm really busy, but the truth is that my anxiety is choking me again.

hey, i have to hang up

i'm scared that if i keep talking, i'll start crying.

hey, i'm sick

i tell you that i have a fever, but the truth is that my body's fine. it's my mind that's burning slowly.

hey, don't worry about me

i tell you that i'm fine, but the truth is that i have never really been fine.

hey, this is my voicemail

no, i'm not busy, i just couldn't get myself to pick up the phone.

hey,

i don't think i'm okay. but i won't- i can't tell you.

hey,

it's all so heavy. it's all so hard. and i don't know how it has become so hard to breathe normally. but i just can't.

hey,

i'm broken. i'm cold. i feel like stone.

hey,

i can't sleep. i keep thinking of you and how it's so hard to look you in the eye and tell you,

that i'm fine.

when i'm not.

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