to not be heard, it sucks even more to be ignored.
to the point that it really hurts.
and each word you speak, is another mistake according to them.
unwanted, craving for a little affection.
just a small smile into your direction.
the problem isn't the fact that you can't seem to fit in.
the problem is, that they don't want you to fit in.
words hurt even more,
if it's an intentional weapon.
all it take is just a small piece of awareness,
to break, to crack, to realise, to understand, to feel, to see, to know,
that they don't care,
they don't want you.
and you're unwanted.