fear and anger weigh heavier then happy thoughts,
so they couldn't stop me that night.
and i had hoped that your voice could,
but our love was just a fairytale, a myth.
a dream we both had,
we thought we had in each other.
but in the end, all those dreams didn't matter.
because we were in reality.
and reality pulled me to the ground.
so as i was standing there,
ready to become one with the water.
i smiled back at those illusions,
that had given me hope, but had been my ending.