I guess I must introduce myself
Hello I'm at the back of the shelf
You placed me here a while ago
Your deepest fear... though nobody knows
You can't hide forever
Darling I'm you
You can't escape yourself
The mirror knows it too
Don't get me wrong
I hate you
I hate what you've become anyways
You used to be a happy go lucky child
before those fuckers messed with your head
I guess it's not you I hate love
I'm sorry, no it's not you
I hate the world
The world that made you into a monster
The world that calls you a whore
a buzz kill
The world that causes you to take those pills
to take that rope
to take that razor
to take that last jump
to take that gun
The world that caused you to hurt him or her
The one who loved you
Let me give you a little insight
You take that rope
You take that jump
And they find you
They are a little tipsy
They expected you to answer the door
but you didn't so they just came in
Then there was the scream...
Silence as they fall into a black hole you pushed them into
unable to love
unable to trust
unable to comprehend why they weren't enough to keep you here
They fall further
taking up everything they promised they wouldn't
everything they can do to die but it never works
eventually they love again
but you can see them holding back
afraid that if they get too close
they're world will again fade to black
You caused this pain
you could have prevented
there's always one of them
The one who cares about you so much they'd die if you did
And with this one simple act not only have you ruined your life that could've been fabulously successful once you got through this rough patch....
You also ruined the life of the one who loved you... the one who still loves you
And you would throw that away?
Penny for your thoughts love?
Just a simple Penny?
Pray to your God above
For he has given you plenty
Riddle me this darling
just for a moment
If you had to choose to save me, the one who will always love you
Is it our life?
Or is it just mine?
Just remember your cat, dog snake, bird, or whatever...
They'll never understand why you didn't come home... or why you didn't wake up.