The touch I wish I could forget
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lonelygirl
lonelygirljust a gal writing what she can
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An unknown place
A hole punched through the door...

The touch I wish I could forget

An unknown place

A hole punched through the door

Someone I don't recognize pushes me away

I catch a glimpse of the hospital band on your wrist

I get scared and gather my clothes

Try to piece together the evening

I was out at a bar with my friends

I got pretty drunk

We were having the time of our lives, dancing like this weekend was our last

You approached me and offered to buy me a drink

We sat in a corner of the club and you asked me to leave with you

We sat in a corner of the club and you asked me to leave with you I giggled and agreed

In the car you kissed me and told me that I was beautiful and the only thing you wanted

In the car you kissed me and told me that I was beautiful and the only thing you wanted It made me feel wanted

In the car you kissed me and told me that I was beautiful and the only thing you wanted It made me feel wanted I craved it

We stumbled into your room and things blurred together

Before I knew it we were arguing

You were on top of me

You were on top of me You did not want to use a condom

You were on top of me You did not want to use a condom I covered myself and told you that was not okay

But you said it was

I tried to fight but I slipped away

When I woke up again you were on the phone yelling

You hit the door

I got scared slipped away again

When I woke back up you were gone

And when I woke up the last time it was this morning

I was still scared

You acted like nothing happened

Said you needed to go to the hospital because of whatever drugs you were on

Nothing about me or what happened

I realized I was left alone and needed to get away

I called a friend for help and tried to digest what had happened

I did not feel like myself

I did not feel like myself I did not want what you did to me

I did not feel like myself I did not want what you did to me You assaulted me

I said no and you did whatever you wanted while I could not even move or speak

I said no and you did whatever you wanted while I could not even move or speak I could not even stay awake

I numbly stood in the shower and tried to forget everything

I numbly stood in the shower and tried to forget everything What you did to me and how you saw nothing wrong with it

It took me awhile to process that what you did was very wrong

It took me awhile to process that what you did was very wrong I was allowed to feel this way

I started to do some research online

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