Goodbye. (Lost Love)
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lizziebevis
lizziebevisI remain loyal until the end...
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This crept into my thoughts when I began writing yesterday, what a lonely sad thought it was.
A goodbye letter to a lost love.
(It isn't related to anything going on in my life, just a piece born from my creativity)

Goodbye. (Lost Love)

We are now reduced to simple words, time is no longer made for me and it feels as if we were never in love. I did not think of my own needs as I thought and cared so much about yours.

I knew only of the endless warmth of smoldering dreams and wishes, the touch of my phone screen as I stroked the picture that was your face and welcomed those kisses on messages which were always stolen by me.

I smile at the once happy memories of how you used to make me feel alive. But, who are we now? I see us as a frozen picture in my mind, it is as immobile as the future we once dreamt we would share. I just feel so empty now, it feels as if you were never a part of me.

I remember how you warmed my heart, now I feel as if you had never touched it at all. I thought that once I won your love with my simple loving actions, undying affection and beautiful words.

Those words still reside in my mind. Recently, I looked for ways to tell you that I love you, but my heart ached every moment that I lived without you.

But, I still silently plead for a day that I know will never come and if it did ever happen, I would have begged for it to never end. I know now that I will not feel the same way tomorrow, because I have nothing to remember you by, not a word spoken by you as the days pass, and I stay here alone wondering why?

The hope that I had in our love has given in so easily, but, you used to say in so many different ways that you were in love with me...

The hope that I had in our love has given in so easily, but, you used to say in so many different ways that you were in love with me... As loving that silence we have now been reduced to?

This is a heartbreaking moment, the realisation that you are probably no longer in love with me. We no longer belong to each other and I was so stupid to think we did. I was so intimately open, I was completely in love with all that was 'us'.

Those simple beautiful words wanted to speak to you forever, but I need to stop myself tearing my heart apart, so now they have become my goodbye. You will never tell me if it hurts you the same way as this silence hurt me everyday.

I hope the absence of my love was worth it, that the closure I needed is embedded in the tombstone of this dead love that I thought once upon a time would bloom.

We have been reduced to nothing. I do not understand why, yet I care enough to tell you the truth and in my own way I think that I may still love you. But, the way that I felt for you, I know I will never be able to completely erase it.

We have been reduced to nothing. I do not understand why, yet I care enough to tell you the truth and in my own way I think that I may still love you. But, the way that I felt for you, I know I will never be able to completely erase it. We were once consumed by passion, I am now blemished by the intimacy that we shared.

You and I will never be forgotten in my mind, and although my heart hurts with this pain, because our lost love died. I will still walk the same paths, and greet you kindly as if we were never lovers. You left me and now you're gone.

You and I will never be forgotten in my mind, and although my heart hurts with this pain, because our lost love died. I will still walk the same paths, and greet you kindly as if we were never lovers. You left me and now you're gone. Finally, I need to let go... It is time to move on.

Lizzie Bevis

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