I didn't plan it this way you know.
I just... it just came to mind.
When I asked myself what would make me not as sad.
When I heard it within my head.
I, all of a sudden felt so relaxed, calm, safe and...happy.
It's weird you know that doing that would've made everything better.
But it seemed that the world around me thought differently.
It seemed nobody wanted me to end my suffering.
It's weird that before nobody noticed and now they did.
Now they saw I had a problem.
Now they cared.
But it's too late.
I've already decided it's better this way.
But they go on preventing it.
Even though I've told them what seemed like hundreds of times.
'Please, this... is it for me. This is all I was meant to live. Let me be happy. Let me have peace.'