We stood there, looking at each other saying nothing.
But it was the kind of nothing that meant everything.
My heart rate increased.
My heart rate increased. My jaw clenched.
My heart rate increased. My jaw clenched. My muscles became tense.
My hands clutch in complete rage and I draw in a deep breath.
He opens his mouth.
I can't hear anything, but I stare at his face.
Where there had previously been love,
Where there had previously been love, was now emptiness.
My voice loud and my breathing heavy.
My eyes begin to brim with wetness.
I try to scream once again, but nothing comes out.
My finger nails dig into my arm until it is left raw and bloody.
And I can taste my own tears.
I am empty.
I am empty. Numb.
But I can feel everything.
Pain. Most of all pain.