Laying here Sitting waiting Wishing ..
The anxiety inside can burst out from in my heart
In the house with so much heat Can barely breathe For it feels as I'm suffocating
Here I go again Sitting, waiting, wishing
Turn on my night lamp Hopefully won't feel as distant
Breathe in, Breathe out Use all these therapeautical nonsense To guide me to another place
Where magic happens
Close my eyes, Imagining myself in a magical fairytale
Where there's no sharp pain in my veins Calling out for freedom
Just another night in the abyss of my mind Sitting here, waiting, and wishing again
Sitting here, waiting, and wishing again.. This time for daylight to arise
And the sun could cure my anxiety and dullness
Then open my eyes, and the surrealness hits me
Guess what I'm confronted with again?
The same reality I've had yesterday
Maybe I will make it happen tommorow.